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| Smirnoff Induced Rant |
| 03.28.04 (11:15 am) |
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It's 1:54 on a Sunday afternoon and I've already had a few Smirnoff Ice's (I love this stuff!!) I don't normally drink. As a matter of fact, these have been in my fridge for 2 months if that tells you how often I drink. So why am I drinking today? Because I'm pissed and I don't want to be. Here's the thing. Andre's birthday was March 20 (my baby turned 11!) My mom, who is getting custody of my nephew said that while she has visitation with Ryan (my nephew) this weekend, she would like to take the boys to Cosi. (I don't know if there's a Cosi in every state, but what it is, is a science center for kids. It's a very cool hands on place.) Today was the day we were supposed to go. I got a phone call this morning from my mom while she was dropping a few of Ryan's friends off. She told me that she would call my when she got home and was ready to pick us up. Oh, and by the way, Ryan invited his mom to go too. I'm sorry, but I am not about to spend the day with my drug selling, con artist, thief, slut sister. I am furious with Jeni (my sister.) I haven't seen her since Thanksgiving. At that time, my mom had just had a biopsy and my sister knew that. She was later diagnosed with breast cancer and had to have it removed and go through radiation. The thing is, Jeni never called my mom to see how the biopsy turned out. I did call her cell once and said "Do you even fucking care that your mother has fucking cancer?" That was the last correspondence I've had with her. I have since written my sister off. I no longer have a sister. That girl has lied to me, stolen from me, put me in bad situations, turned her back on her family, lost her son...the list goes on. This isn't something new for her. She's 33 years old and has been like this since she was 15. I'm done. I do not want that in my life, or Andre's life. My mom did call me back and I told her that we would not be going today. I said that it would not be a good thing because I know that as soon as I see Jeni, I'm telling her how it is. I didn't want to do that on a day we were supposed to be celebrating Andre's birthday. I know damn well that the ONLY reason Jeni is coming around again (after not speaking to anyone for 3 months) is because my mom starts back at work next week and she'll never be home. My mom is a landscaper and is laid off every winter but works long hours all spring and summer. Jeni knows this. And somehow she found out that my mom is getting custody of Ryan. I'm sorry about the rant. And I'm sorry if it doesn't make sense but I needed to vent somewhere!! |
posted by: heavenlylove130
post date: 03.28.04 (11:22 am)
i loooove smirnoff...
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